this week i learnt to never take afternoon nap + coffee overload within 2 hours.

add all this together leads to sleepless nights and forgetfulness.

heck no forgot to bring my jacket and kept moving about to keep myself warmer

but it just makes me look like i buttock got ants cannot sit properly =="

nevermind, i survived a total of 3.5 hours in the cold with only 3 hours of sleep the night before

seriously the power of chicken essence berry :DD

yesterday dad and sis were such an ass.

i have to stay up till damn late mug non stop and they went for good meal, so nice uh

somemore not as if dabao some food for me or something. seesh.

i'm starting to appreciate exams. end school way earlier than i ever did for the entire year!

while leaving the school you get that "hehe, bye peeps¬ enjoy your lunch and lessons, we're out for lunch and home followed by afternoon nap and all".

after not touching com for a week, my hands are so itchy to shop.

just targeted a few accessories and bottoms :P

i just realised my train of thoughts very messy, totally no link one.

okay, this is the result of 3 hours sleep -> amaths paper -> history paper -> shopping.

when i watch today's performance on mubank!

the first thing that even got my attention since the beginning was baro'c cap!

ahhh, i want sia :/

have been trying to find it online for God knows how many hours ):

at the rate i'm spending i really need someone to spon me abit for my hair dye at twister end nov/early dec.

last random thingy: saw sir chris that day after so darn long :O

blame me for being so easily distracted and not being able to sit at 1 spot for long.

since its almost prelims and all, school is plain boring. study all day only.

oh ya, before anything, next week metro church is leading worship!

actually i have no idea who are they but hey¬ its an event afterall. hope it'll be good :D

yesterday was soo...

stupid cheena perverts in the MRT, i dont give a damn if you're on your way to geylang or whatsoever. i dont see the point of staring non stop with that bloody pervertic look. and yes dude, good you know we are angry. i swear your thick skin continue stay in the train i would make sure the whole cabin stares at you! ass max. zzz. its not that im racist or anything. is because of asses like you guys that let people have this stereotype against people of your nationalism.

okay, nevermind bout that.

to all taking prelims jiayou oh¬¬

thankyou GB girls for the exam blessing. i gave out all of mine including my own and did not expect to receive it. haha, it was a surprise. i read all the notes your wrote. bigbig xiexie.

can't wait for the 8th of nov where i can pretty much throw away everything. huhu..

today dan, smith and amanda all on duty except me! SEE! my point proven

hahas, okay i'm so glad i decided to give SWC and go to church instead.

listening to Jon Pritikin preach is way more worth in than any thing!

he's a real inspiration and i look up to him for being so tough mentally.

after all those he still did not give up on his life and all.

i super look up to you bro, when i'm about to give up i'll remember you ^^

he's on page 12 of Guinness World Records 2009. he says he remember cause he's insecure. he dyed his hair too cause he's insecure. how cute :D

met with jon daddy after that to pass him the sticky to bless him for exam.

ain't i sweet? :P

saw it for real yesterday when shopping and i swear its damn chio

didn't get to buy it, not even try it.

like love sick can when i did not get to buy or even try this pair of shoes. * exaggerated*

but its okay, still happy {:

sadly, this few days the same problem keep replaying itself in my head.

prayed to God regarding my previous post and today's sermon seemed to be speaking to me in some way. hm...

i sometimes wonder if there's anyone who was in the same situation that i can actually talk to

oh well (:

oh yeah! watched smurf yesterday and i'm so crazily love smurf!

especially papa! he's really cute for a five hundred + year old dude kay.

like how can you resist such a cute cartoon who's blue dressed in red and has a beardie :D

comecome, anyone wanna buy me a papa smurf plushie (;

second post of the day. cause of some random thought thats passing through my head

okays,

i keep thinking bout the testimony that was shared yesterday

especially bobby's testimony. i teared abit, hehs :\

the 3 testimonies; they were lost but now they were found.

and i was thinking when would it be my turn?

okay, in a way God found me back.

after almost 3 years of running away from church and cell, doing quite abit of stupid things

im finally back to church, a fire for God bigger than before.

but what about forgiveness?

no matter how i try to see it in a positive manner,

no wait, there's NO WAY this could even be seen from a positive point of view.

i cant bring myself to forgive them and love them like how i did many years back

its something pretty much impossible to do

everytime i see or hear certain things im full of envy and i feel like asking God "why me?!"

although i know that this turning for the better is close to impossible so i really pray that one day i would be able to accept totally, forgive and love again.

on a side note: i doubt most wont understand this post (;

this is gonna be a long long post~ :X

always cause of PRCS i never ever ever got a chance to go back to GSP to visit.

urgh! i still miss GSP man, ms fadzillah, mrs low, mrs ong all of them.

i'm definitely taller than ms fadzzie now, yepps ^^ and she's the HOD now :O

anyways met 6/2'07 for dinner that night at eighteenchefs.

that amanda pang uh, first time ever i took 1hour+ to finish a bowl of bake rice.

oh yeah~ kaiyi was one of the treasure for treasure hunt, hehe so cool

i laughed sooo much that day every small thing was so funny, haha.

6/2'07 i love you guys so much :D

anyway big thanks to those who made wow chase happen. it was a really good experience.